Passion Rules!

I just posted on the other site, but need also, so I can remember all the details, lay out what happened when Sarah and I made love.

We were down in Orange Park and she was painting with me. She was tired and I ran a bath for her and lit candles and all, and she got in, and once in I joined her, without any contesting. I washed her hair for a long time, and massaged her, and we caressed and kissed and spent time just looking at each other eye to eye. We spent a good 45 minuets with it all, and I barely touched her pussy or tits during all of this. I just let the tenderness and romantic love inside of me rule, and she ate it up.
Then we had sex on the new green couch. I lit candles in the garage where it was, and there was good music, and set up drinks and smokes, and when we hit the couch she tried to start right in, but I laid her back and started soft and romantic petting. gave her another massage, and let sex touches get more and more as part of it. Once the massage relaxed her back and got rid of knots, then I let the sexual aspects kick in. I slid my fingers inside of her and went for the G-spot ridges, and fluttered over her clit, and then out and to exploratove sexual massage, then back in, then entered her for just a few thrusts then exited and went down on her. I would stop when she would get on the quick climb to gasam, and eat around her pussy or hit the tits or ears and neck, then back down. When it was right I stayed down there for quite a while, fingers in then out, nipple strokes, then used tongue and lips to push down the skin over her clit and hit it head on and she responded so sweetly.
She has a small clit but to me it was easy to find. I saw this lovemaking with her in a dream not long back. She liked and asked for fingers in, so went to town, adding changes and not staying on one spot too long, changing speeds, then laid into it when she started cumming, then laid in harder so she had mini-multiples or one really long one. I'd slow up when she started begging for me to stop, then as she relaxed go faster and harder, and was locked in. She had a mini-gush. I could tell it wasn't a full one, and I respected stopping when and after she had so much that she was near spastic. Then I went inside of her and thrusted her a little one, going from slow friend to deep firm grind to fast thrust and back again. Then we cuddled and caressed for a while.
We fit so well, and she is so soft to be with, I like how I can grab the whole pussy in my palm. I love her taste as well. She IS a natural blond. We talked a little about how we like it, and she told me except for one guy before Chris that was in and out, and I mean just that, they stopped and didn't go through with it, and then with Chris, that I've been the only other man. I am number 2 or 3 depending on how you look at intercourse. She likes how I eat her better than Chris because I don't stay on one spot, and also said it was her first decent orgasm in a while.
Then she gave me head for a good 20 minuets. She is great at that.
We held each other and talked after that. I let her know this was our own secret place between us, and she begged me in the bath and while making love not to tell Judy. She didn't want to hurt her in any way. But while I never would, they all need to realize how it all is. I was renewed and loved without one single condition, and gave her that as well. This was our private time, and to make love to someone you know loves you without any resentments or conditions that is liberating for the soul. I have been much happier, and as I said I would feel and be, I have had it in me to be much better to Judy, like we used to be.
That has made our lovemaking better, me less resentful and feeling more free. It healed me, was good for her, and good for Judy as a result. Sarah now knows even when we both were sick that it was intense. ( I was sick with a chest something ) She has that memory of our private escape into each other. I think she carries some guilt from it, but that will pass and maybe she'll see exactly what I have described to her.
True lovemaking has a healing power that brings peace of mind that fucking could never. But when both are present, it is just simply amazing.....