DreaManda

I just awoke from a really erotic dream. I was with Amanda again. Most of my sexual dreams have either her, Judy, Sarah, them in different combinations, and sometimes there are flashes of lovers past, but not normally. This one was surrounding being with Amanda. We hooked up and went to listen to a band, and we walked and danced, and afterwards we went to the beach. I ate her for what seemed like hours until she gushed all over my face, then I entered her and made her cum again and again, and I was slow, very slow, tender.... we melted into each other and I gave her multiples, and then she made me stop because she was getting too sensitive and she started on me, and we made love for hours.
She looked so beautiful under the night sky, and our kisses were soft and intense, and it was so vivid and real, more like a memory than a dream. I woke up hard and I could still see her in my mind, like the dream just kept on in my imagination. I couldn't fall back to sleep until I jerked off to the thought of her, and then we were having breakfast at a diner, and she couldn't stop smiling. I remember coming home and we kept it secret, but I couldn't get her scent out of my mind. I had a dream this vivid about Sarah and two weeks later we made love. It was just as nice, but honestly, Amanda was better so far dreamwise. I;ll lay odds we just fit perfecty. I know it.
I know that I am in love with her as much as I love my wife, or Sarah, or any other past true love, and I can feel that we need each other. I think my age and being not the think I once was may be something she considers, and also that we are friends and I am a little bit old for her, but the age seems to vanish, and would vanish if or when we get together. I know what fits and what does not. She fits me, but is different than Sarah or Judy in that we can have a real and deep and abiding friendship and be true love fuckbuddy friends, and once she finds it in her to open up completely to me we have it in us to be best friends for a lifetime. There is something there that tells me we need to be close because we are the type that could never pull punches with each other and have the real concern for each other that most people never know.
All she has know has been selfish guys, or pretty-boys or lovers so screwed up that they never reach the level of giving she needs, and she is like me and needs and craves to be held at night, to feel the warmth and love of a lover in her arms as she sleeps. If we have that for an hour it would have more value and linger longer than a month in bed with someone, or just about anyone else.
I want her to feel me throbbing inside of her, have her taste a little of her own juices as I cum in her mouth then kiss her with her juices all over my face and beard, sucking up each other's juices until the mix makes a sweet flavor that creates a memory that will never fade.
I can taste her, know what she will feel like, and hope she will always be in my life in some way, shape, or form. I want to be her lover forever, no matter who we are with or what happens, I hope we learn to make love and touch and never relinquish that. I hope one day that it can be in the open, and that I can be part of her life and the one she runs to when her world crashes in. I hope whenever I am weak that she will renew me. She has the capacity to love deeper and be more real than almost anyone I know, and my love can give her strength to find direction. I would love to be that steady rock for her to anchor to.
How do I convince her to be my lover/companion/friend? I want everything without any kind of distraction of escape, but to be eyes wide open. I have had dreams like this before, but this one was so intense and real.... I hope this dream comes true.