I thought about some of my dreams. The dark thing was Jay dying. I saw in my last dream the Carolina farm, and saw Sarah's kids there as well. I also saw my living room greener and bigger. I saw Amanda bigger when I made love to her and she is pregnant. She just needs to stop fucking around with Josh. I saw myself making love to both her and Sarah, but not at the same time. I saw Amanda and me down on the beach at night. I saw Sarah by candlelight. I saw Amanda under starlight. I even see Judy becoming accepting that I want and need other women, and let's face it, that was no secret about me when she married me.
I wish I could clone myself.